First off, HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone!! I certainly hope things get better for everyone because last year was so hard for so many people!! I know it was hard for me, but the only thing I can keep on doing is smiling and know that tomorrow is going to be a better day!! Last night I went to the boifriends house then to a party being thrown by his boss. I had a great time up in till I did something really stupid. I decided to celebrate a little by myself and took some drugs, I know I know, that ...

I have this belief that everyone is a little crazy. There is that wild part in them that either comes out all the time, or it only comes out in the privacy of the bathroom when no one is around! Me, well I am the first choice. I don't think it's healthy to be so pruddish as to think that driving in the city and dancing to music while sitting in the car at a red light with hundreds of people around is crazy! Is it always okay to be that sheletered in your own body as to not laugh at someone l...

Okay, so I am going to try to keep myself in line for a couple of minutes to get it out! I absolutely hate the feeling of being in love. Being in love so much that it hurts! Okay, let me tell ya about it. So, yes, I am gay! If thats a problem for you, you might as well stop reading. No, my being gay doesn't reflect on you, or have anythnig to do with you, it's me. I don't want to hear I'm going to go the hell and all that AIDS is for faggots shit, I've heard it, and piss off.... With tha...