First off, HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone!! I certainly hope things get better for everyone because last year was so hard for so many people!! I know it was hard for me, but the only thing I can keep on doing is smiling and know that tomorrow is going to be a better day!! Last night I went to the boifriends house then to a party being thrown by his boss. I had a great time up in till I did something really stupid. I decided to celebrate a little by myself and took some drugs, I know I know, that ...

Okay, so I am going to try to keep myself in line for a couple of minutes to get it out! I absolutely hate the feeling of being in love. Being in love so much that it hurts! Okay, let me tell ya about it. So, yes, I am gay! If thats a problem for you, you might as well stop reading. No, my being gay doesn't reflect on you, or have anythnig to do with you, it's me. I don't want to hear I'm going to go the hell and all that AIDS is for faggots shit, I've heard it, and piss off.... With tha...